i made over 25 years of #1.music, under the gun

I did ,over a quarter of a century ,of number one music ;right ,up,to,today;and they didnt give me a single g.d.dime.....
i got, nothing;
nowhere;
i got this, for it;
zapped;
tortured;,w/everyone i needed and loved snuffed-out; some right,in front of me....
valintines day,instead of my daydream-revenge ;i see what!?!
;a bently rolls-royce;red car/ black-leather ,interior;is parked ,in ,front ,of the rooming house now?
the, indigent rooming-house( reverebeach,ma.),
w/ the same; gorilla-pimp James,
and ,the guy mike ,she( a lost contact) was afraid of,
and ,the same rooming-house; where the money-chest went (one,of them....)
bust-in blue bawls;
is what they are doing now,
cause no one cares!....
cops murder ,so; they are ,with them, so why not ;sure is profitable;
whitey bulger's ,still free;
snuffs gone international;
every one's laffing ,at me;
I'm still being tortured;
why not ;
its a freakin' -free ,for all!
so...
how bout' it ,nancy-friday;say:grace....?